sho w show off
make me cry. see your face on neon lit alley ways
flashing advertisements enticements calls for sex
your husbands eyes all hungry
you say that you dont want to be on there anyway
today you you are on your way down the shore. last time i met you there
ini the middle of your vacation
sweating hot
kissing you under the boardwalk until he called
and you screamed into your phone
then cried silently to me
like we always do
no words or explanation no reassurance or anything
just soft sobbing and that different breathing
and then 'i love you's and sometimes that makes the sobbing lighter and sometimes it makes it begin again
take me with you dont leave me here
im waiting making eyes at old pictures nice girls nighttime parking lots stupid music acts tv monotonia
early afternoon naps my mom is deaf i feel like i have got a million chores when will i just jump from the edge
of the highest thing somewhere all the way out there
and just end up where i will
oh thats everyday? yeah thats everyday?