the best way to bleed is through your heart.
i cant tell you all of these little psychotic truths because you dont stand for them
and i cant stand by them
i can just blow on by like the transient figures in your life
im not just a person in and out of it all
im in it for the long haul.
but dont take it for granted because im a bloody rampage lately
and i will rip out your heart
if you keep on leaving me out in the cold
likeyou seem to not notice that you do
i learned awhile ago to not do much for anyone
because they have exclusion clauses
and singular hearts
and linear minds
when you really nudge them down to it
i learned awhile ago to just do enough so that it shows
that youve done something
and if they take to it
then they will take to anything
and if they dont
then they arent interested in anything about you anyway.
i learned awhile ago that sex is easy
and that being sexy is mechanical
and easy
if you want to do it
mechanically.
ill take the long road
ill just be alone
i will take that over being your lap dog or your robot
every day a smile every day a bump
up you go, strut your shit
nope.
i wont be your lap dog
i wont be your lap dog
any more.