it figures it figures

two times times two and i wait it out

i keep thinking, again, just again, like this

you know, i see now, nothing, more popups, wine, papers, and theres no waiting now

just songs and singing and the strings making the room resonate

you give me a cd and i make it mine, i swear, inside and out

and im missing something

but is it flesh and blood

is it you

is it here, am i looking

i cant write because nothing is concrete

is nothing is real

is nothing is true

but im on the lookout, something steady

so i can shake and ride and know whats there, still, and steady

just the word, again, still stuck, again

and then and then

again, again, just this, again

come come on ! % # $ & ]