im tacky. its not even delightfully so.

sometimes i cross what i used to find distaseful with what i now know as habit.

sometimes i wonder what change really has to do with anything. and that just proves its point.

its change. its glasses and glasses of water and every night eating out. and feeling my body whine against the growth.

yes. its growing. its not fat. its freedom.

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